Goodbye To You.

The last few hours of being a 19YO. The last of the 1?YOs if you get what I mean. Going to be 20. Can I be considered an adult? But, why don't I wanna be classified as an adult? I don't ever wanna be an adult. I don't think I deserve to be called a grown-up with a mentality like mine. What have I accomplished the last 19 years? Going into the 20-ies, I will not be so naive like what I am now. I don't think I'll ever be like last time. Maybe some characteristics of mine will remain but more or less, will be different.

Yesterday was the craziest night ever, not really that crazy but I reach home at 4 something in the morning, nearing 5 and slept at 5.30am. Went singing K late in the night until morning. Supposed to be an emotional night for everyone but I guess my tears are not going to fall again. Same goes to the others I guess. I only sing slow and sad songs mostly. That's my genre from then till now and in the future.
Theme song for the moment: '真的'.

I know I have not been in good condition lately. I'm in a very sorry state. But, there's people who's situation that is worse than mine. Be grateful. My heart goes out to you, the person who's been hurt badly by a stupid ungrateful, shallow, faceless person. You will never read this but I hope everything will be fine for you. Time will heal your wounds.

Goodbye To You! :)