Morning pains.

Why do I wake up in the morning with heart-twisting-heart-breaking-heart-ache feeling nearly everyday? Maybe that is the time of the day when the mind is very alert and focuses on the things that you don't wanna remember. I hope that one day I am able to wake up and feel like a super-duper woman and the only feeling I will get is I'm happy to be alive! I sat down in my favourite spot again and looked to the sky and said the silent prayer again and I think that works because now I'm feeling quite calm.

I found out something that's quite useful to calm a troubled heart. Watching TV.
I don't know why but it's very calming and especially watching comedies are very very therapeutic. *Haha*
Should do that more often.