Goodbye To You.

The last few hours of being a 19YO. The last of the 1?YOs if you get what I mean. Going to be 20. Can I be considered an adult? But, why don't I wanna be classified as an adult? I don't ever wanna be an adult. I don't think I deserve to be called a grown-up with a mentality like mine. What have I accomplished the last 19 years? Going into the 20-ies, I will not be so naive like what I am now. I don't think I'll ever be like last time. Maybe some characteristics of mine will remain but more or less, will be different.

Yesterday was the craziest night ever, not really that crazy but I reach home at 4 something in the morning, nearing 5 and slept at 5.30am. Went singing K late in the night until morning. Supposed to be an emotional night for everyone but I guess my tears are not going to fall again. Same goes to the others I guess. I only sing slow and sad songs mostly. That's my genre from then till now and in the future.
Theme song for the moment: '真的'.

I know I have not been in good condition lately. I'm in a very sorry state. But, there's people who's situation that is worse than mine. Be grateful. My heart goes out to you, the person who's been hurt badly by a stupid ungrateful, shallow, faceless person. You will never read this but I hope everything will be fine for you. Time will heal your wounds.

Goodbye To You! :)

4 more days.

Today, I get to stay at home and rest but since my kakak sudah balik kampung, (sad) I have to do some housework. So today, I made pancakes with my mom, mop the floor and after dinner, I wash the dishes. Good improvement. I am feeling kinda proud of myself since this is the 1st time in my life I mopped the whole house. While mopping the floor, I listened to my mp4. Listening to music while mopping the floor seems to make mopping more fun.

In the evening, my mom wanna go get her hair cut and so I wanted to go too, to get my hair rebonded. After sitting there for 4 hours, finally it's over, the process. I don't look much different as last time. Look kinda same as before. Wanted to curl my hair but, will be difficult to maintain, especially for a person like me. No choice so... sticking back to straight hair. I don't look any different!>.<

2010

2010 seems faraway. But the truth is there's only 5 days left in 2009. Sad. Don't feel like progressing into 2010. Maybe I have some unfinish business or something. I have tons of things to say about my 2009 but I can't really list them all out. New friendships are forms(I hope there are), stuffs happens, happy, sad, bittersweet, tragic, embarassing, disgusting... and so many more... I really will miss 2009. There are things that I don't wish to bring into the year 2010 but I have to, forced to. They are following me like a stalker. Shit.
2010 really feels distant. How I wish if this is true.

And now, about my Christmas day. There is no Christmas day this year for me. No celebrating no partying or whatsoever. On Christmas Eve, went to CP's house, to countdown Christmas Day, or so I thought. The whole bunch of us was chatting through the night and occasionally singing. I was rushing from a christmas celebration(sort of) in LocationX to CP's house. Looking at my watch, it's already 11. 35pm and I was hoping to rush there in time. At least before Christmas. In the end, I did reach there in time. By the time I'm there, they have already finished a bottle of JD whiskey. At least there's still half a bottle of Chivas. I was hoping to drink 99 and get tipsy and cry my freakin' heart out. Maybe it's easier to cry when you are sober? But anyway, had a memorable night and morning. Some people did not bring presents so in the end, I exchanged my presents with Alvin, one of the people with the heart to get a present. Actually I am happy. At least I have something to think of when I think of Christmas in 2009. Thanks for the memories. This year, without breaking the tradition, I listened to the song 'Lonely Christmas' again. It's like, I am so fated to be listening to this song every year. Did not went home that day. The morning after, XD, went straight away to my performance venue at 7.00am. Did the necessary stuffs and after the concert ends at night, was feeling really, really alone. Walked around while people are moving the instruments and equipments. I did helped out a little. But, still, I feel lonely. So I went home at 11 something, nearing 12. VERY tired because I think I did not really sleep the night before. Plop on my bed and am already asleep seconds later. Easiest way to fall asleep. -This must be the loneliest Christmas day I ever had. But best Christmas Eve...

Today I attended a dinner and I was talking with an old friend. I think he knows that I might be needing someone to talk to and he said that I can call him if I am having any kinda problem and he really meant it. I know. I feel very blessed to have friends like him around me. In fact, very blessed as I have a few other good friends around me. May you all have a blessed 2010 as you all have brightened up my soul.

The only picture I have of tonight. Cheers to us.

blur.

I got the days all mixes up..
I don't know what day is today..
I don't know when I got my hair cut...
Lazy to think...
Few days ago..
My long hair just got shorter....
Looking at other people's long hair and my old photographs...
Just suddenly miss my hair..

I wanna sleep.
But have to finish something 1st.

This week is just so hectic...
Have to plan properly...
Not properly planned then need to get ready to drop dead and die.
I think my stomach is slightly better.
I ate bowls after bowls of tangyuen.
I tell you, I can eat tangyuen non-stop until I puke...
Cuz' I just LOVE to eat tangyuen.

In Pain.

Was home alone last weekend and having the stomach virus..
Very suffering..
Have to do everything myself...
Went to the doctor myself... 1st time~~
and bought porridge which is the only thing I can eat...
Vomitted only twice but was my stomach was very uncomfortable...

Finished my OTM performance...
and feeling quite happy...
I'm gonna get $$!
since I am still having some stomach discomfort,
I ate very little in last night 庆功宴..
>.<
Must recover faster so that I can eat more in this festive season!!!
MUST!

inde.pendent.

Not feeling quite well....
Keep having the notion to puke... I go near food and I wanna puke...
And I think I ate the wrong choice of food just now..
My stomach feels so... bloated now..
Tried vomitting but... nothing came out..
I even tried sticking my fingers inside my mouth... nothing came out...

I think I am fine now.... I should rest more...
Today am gonna sleep very early....~

Yesterday... my kakak went back home already...
Haiz.... Kesian me and my family...
But maybe this is a good thing also...
Cuz' today, I washed my plates after eating and..
for the 1st time...(I think) I put my clothes to dry and took them in when they are dried...
and other stuff that I won't normally do..
Have to be independent or else die in starvation.
very *bangga* with myself~
Sick but still so active..! Hahaha.

Hope I'll recover by next week~~ >.< Must must~
Or else I can't handle the challenges that I'll face next week...

I thought of something to describe my 'little' incident yesterday...
It's just like 贞子 crawling out of the well... all twitching and struggling...
Just like me... But of course my position is lagi awkward and weird... haha

My back still feels (a little)sore..

I fell down into the LONGKANG!!!

Getting all ready and excited to go to XM house...
to go check out THE bag and THE cardigan..(I think it's a cardigan...)and the acid-washed jeans.
So I drove there...
and, when I reached her house... was looking for the door bell...
And suddenly....
I fell down...
Not on the floor but into a drain which I did not notice... Maybe it's because it's too dark and.. I didn't notice it.
Walao!!! So paiseh...
But no time to care about my image already...
Must get out of the drain no matter how ugly my pose is...
Cuz' the drain is very deep, I can't reach the bottom...
All I can do is to use my hands and arms and pull myself out of the drain...
Somemore I'm lugging my laptop bag behind me... Kesiannya...
One uncle on his motorcycle drove past me...
drove PAST me...
without helping..
Maybe he did stop, and seeing that I climbed out.. then only he drove past..
But I don't know... Cuz' I couldn't care less about any other thing except getting myself out.
After.. climbing out, I looked around.
Fortunately(or unfortunately) there's no one around... Or not..... so....xxx

So... I went into her house... and after telling her about my incident, XM was laughing non-stop...

And, went to check out the barang-barangs...
And so I went home with another new bag and a cardigan.. haha

My mother was saying... next time, don't go out at night!! So dangerous...
But... I will be careful next time...
especially going to XM's house... HAHA

There are some little scratches on my legs and a big red bruise at my back..
Other than that, nothing much...
So.. tomorrow definitely cannot go swimming...
Cannot let people see my... scars... Hahahaha...

Bazaar again~

I can't feel my legs...

Walked for 3 hours and maybe more with Ee..

We went to a bazaar somewhere near Sunway...

Felt kinda satisfy with the stuffs that I bought today... except 1 thing maybe...

But it's okay...

Really used up lots of $$ these few days... *sigh*

Felt proud of myself too cuz' I drove all the way from here to there... OhOhohohoO.

~Happy~

Me and Ee was *guessing* our way to Sunway...

Was kinda fun actually.... Hehehe...

Photos>>

3 of us.... again~~ hehe

The yummy(kinda sweet but I like it) cupcakes that I bought for RM10.

I just like to eat pretty and cupcakes with lots of icing...

Haha... You might see a different me next year~

I like today.

Kena woken up in the morning by a phone call by JW.

Askin' me to go swimming early in the morning...

After some discussing, finally agreed to swim at 12.

Didn't know that got 2 other people, YJ and TianYi going too... -.-

And finally met Chris...

There is pool maintenance today, so...

meaning that there will be lots of chlorine in the water...

My hair suffered, now it's so dry and frizzy...

I think my skin is slightly tan and I'm lovin' it... Hahaha

But it will change back to original after a few days, or months...

-Got 2 people don't know how to swim... HAHA!

and got something.... something something.... cannot say out here... HAHA again!

And so, after swimming, went to eat our lunch in Restaurant 3U...(I think that's the name)

My stomach was still feeling kinda empty after finishing a bowl of noodles...

I think the others are too feeling quite the same...

since we just finished swimming..

And guess what....

after some dili dalying, and I stopped outside FunOK to let Chris down since he don't wanna join us, or maybe he has some other plans,

off we go to Sri Petaling to find a CC called... Blitz(something) BlitzZone? Blitz...forgotten

to play L4D2!!!!! Wahahaha

YJ gave me the wrong direction so I turned into the wrong junction and so,

we begin our journey into the unknown land to look for the CC.

In the end, we stopped at some CC also in SriPetaling and luckily they got the game...

So happy playing with them...

(Anybody playing L4D2 should ask me to join y'all...)

Everything is ok... Just that, the mouse is kinda laggy.... Making me not being able to shoot at times... the CC problem... tsk tsk tsk...

Frustrating... Since the zombies are already in front of me..

Overall, it's FUN!

After 1 and a half hours... or more...

fetch them back to school and rushed back home,

since I hafta go to IstanaBudaya for my practice thingy...

Not at home for the whole day....

Yea!

There's some theater going on in IB...

With some storyline that don't really appeal to me...

But there's lot's of audience, mostly Malay..

I think all are Malay...

maybe because of the lead MayaKarin?(pretty)

~~~

So when the practice finished at 11,

I walked around and felt kinda bored,

so I took some pictures...

Boring pictures....

Natrah.. the name of the theater..

Bored.

~My eyes still hurts... thanks to the chlorine..

BangkokJazz

Went to BangkokJazz on Saturday...
Was suppose to go on Friday but have to stay at home and...
practice for my duet on Saturday morning...
Can't let my partner down...
(Supposed to play 5 pages but I can only play till page 4)
hopefully I really didn't let her down in the end>.<

was fun~~ duetting~~!

OK, so on Saturday night...

was feeling kinda .... (dunno how to describe) these few days...

Having some complicated thoughts maybe....?

I can't afford to have these thoughts all this time inside my head...

Got better things to do...

So I wanna drown my ... sorrows(?) in drinking and some music...
Actually, I'm not really that sorrowful... Hahah

And another reason is to stalk watch my *idol* perform...

Ohohoho~ OMG! freakin' yeng
I did ss a lot and took lots of pictures of him too... (haha)

But of cuz' he didn't notice cuz' he don't even know me...

I was just snapping away in a corner... secretly

The reason why I ss a lot was because I was feeling tipsy and I had to do something else besides talking to keep myself up.

*Didn't ordered the BlowJob this time! It's not on the menu anymore, guess they took it away?

How funny it would be, like last time... If I ordered the Blowjob, I would have to say: Can you give me a blowjob? Hahaha.. More suitable for YJ to say... HAHHA!

Here are the pics>

Eeeekkk! Why is there a hand behind me!?


ordered Sex on the Beach...


Took pic of my legs after having too many drinks...-.-

Picture of him~~ hahaha(zoomed in lagi) but still blur..

Not gonna be free this December...
Finally, back to some action after being stagnant for a month...
Gonna be so occupied I think I won't have any time for any trips... >.<
Lots of commitments...


Ohyea.. went to the bookfair in Amcorp Mall the day after...
bought only 2 books because was feelin' tired... but there's really lots of good books..
But my family bought tons of books... So it's the same, I can just read theirs...
The books there are real cheap! And some are really nice~
As usual, I only buy chic lit and romance... Hahaha.. (*Hot vampire romance)
(nono not twilight-esque kiddy vampire but... just the opposite)
Before this, went out shopping with Jiawai and Rouyen,
1st time shopping with RY... Hehehe...
We are forced to wake up early because of someone...
Therefore, I did not get enough sleep cuz' I went home quite late the day before...

Don't know when I'll be blogging next...
Hopefully I'll have the time.. ~

Christmas...

圣诞节... 希望今年会很特别
没得去云顶christmas carol-ing
有点遗憾...
其实是很遗憾!!!!!!
都是因为某某原因咯... 讨厌..
讨厌也不能做什么...
haiz...
在这里我也可以开心的过吧...
虽然没得唱歌....>.<

Cobra!?

I was getting all ready to go out and had already finished my dinner...
Was changing my clothes and suddenly my sisters talked very loudly...(i think they are screaming actually)

and was screaming something about snakes or something...

I thought it's another one of the tiny/small/skinny snakes that we can occasionally see in/outside our house...

But they seemed so excited so I rushed down to see what the ruckus is all about...

Wow... There's a cobra.. I think it's a cobra... cuz my kakak says so...

Behind my house, wet kitchen section...

This is the biggest one I've ever seen, of all the others...

I really felt kinda excited too...
So my mother called 999 and they transfered her call to the JPA (Jabatan Pertahanan Awam)and so, about 1/2hour later they came...

Even my cousins came to our house and witness the 'fun' together with us...

There's 4 guys and 1 gal in the JPA team...

So they got down to business and caught the snake after...approx 15 minutes or so...

They hooked the snake on a .... hooker.... HAHAHAH!

NoLaaaa....

With a snake hook...

and then they pulled it through my house and to outside of the gate..

Outside there, they put the snake inside a gunny sack and tied it.

Eventhough I think they are kinda new, but nevertheless they are good people...

Eventhough they are a bit cool.. when we waved them goodbye, they ignored us...

Or it's because they did not notice? :P

Some passerby stop and watch and had a small chat with my mom.

Was so excited....!

Then I looked at the time, one hour late already...

So I went out and reached school and took the photos from WenDee

cuz' they have their carolling practice, so I don't wanna stay too long and disturb them...

Cuz' I think someone is kinda beh song cuz I was such a disturbance there...

Haha~

So I left and have other plans...

Conclusion> Happy day today... Muahahaaha~

Really happy...

although, some questions are not answered..yet... hehe

Countingdown to tomorrow...

At least I have something to look forward to...
Finally, few hours more then it will be Saturday...
Sitting and rotting at home can be so, relaxing yet...
giving me ample of time to think of the unnecessary, the useless, the senseless stuffs...
Staying at home used to be my favourite thing to do, just hanging out with myself and rest...
But now, I wanna go out everyday....
Lagi baik if I don't need to go home... then I'll have something else on my mind instead of the senseless stuffs...

Shopping day again tomorrow! With Ee and XM~
Excited....

Tuesday went to MV with Janice...
Ah... I felt slightly better after that day...
and I bought a pair of boots.... finally! and so did she...
but no picture... hehee...
The same one as RouYen's but different colour~

aBIT outdated... :P

On 31st Oct, there's an event called ASD's Halloween Party TheCrest,PJ.

BTW, ASD stands for A Shopaholic's Den...

Thanks to XM for bringing me there....

Bought some new dresses there too... *Happy*

In front of Sua's gerai...

Sua jaga gerai...

3 of us~~

You don't get to see me dress up like that usually... :P

CME concert

Classical peeps... don't forget to attend tomorrow's CME concert yea...
Or not....
xxxXXXX
Hehee... tomorrow gonna have breakfast with a bunch of 'cute' friends...
then gonna go watch the concert together....

Hahaha....



~~~~~
In the end, everything turns out very fine....
:)

Gloria! Gloria!

End of semester already~
Jury(Piano Exam): Was so-so... Was not focusing... Thinking bout irrelevant things...
Got myself to blame if there's anything wrong...
CME(ChamberMusicEnsemble): I played lots of wrong notes and chords just because I'm slightly nervous... aiyoh... sucks! It's a major chord and I played minor, luckily I reverted back to major key fast enough... phew~... and I think nobody notice anything...haha
Didn't get enough sleep last night so can't really focus today...
Blaming myself again...
Big big thanks to Carmen for being my soloist(trumpet)
erm... and small small thanks to BunnyJiawai for being my temporary soloist....
and also... to last sem's vocalist, VERONE! hahaah

OKAY! Yea... 2 months seems long but... it's very fast actually..
Hope I can practice more!


*Finally, I'm writing again*

2 more days~!

Jury and CME!
Then... holiday!!!!

Melaka Trip

My holidays? one word to describe: hectic.

But on the few last days of my holidays, the last 3 days...

I went to Melaka...
Went to Jonker Street, Pahlawan, The Jetty and so...

It was fun, no time restriction, and we just threw our problems and worries aside for the time being.

We are all being impromptu and we did not plan anything.

In Melaka Wing's... On Merdeka Eve...

The place to go clubbing, sing k, play pool/snooker and to lepak...

We chose to go to the KTV... sang till 2am... (can you spot the Eye on Melaka?)

忙

I am so busy I feel like.... xxxxxxx
I don't even know how to express myself already.
I really feel kinda stressed out...
I have a lot of things I have not finished/done/实现...
If I did not reply your sms, I am so sorry.
If I did not answer your call, so sorry...
If I did not read your blog, I am so so so sorry...
I have not upload a LOT of pictures in FB! Sorryyyyy, you have to bear with me.... >.<


我已经把25号空出来的 因为是很special的天.~


I'm so not free yesterday, today and tomorrow and maybe the day after tomorrow...
Gotta perform in Subang. So far away... ......... Farrrrrrrrrrrr.... awayyyyyyy....
I'll only reach home at night.
Tired both mentally and physically...
More mentally.

emo fish.
听着emo歌~ 假面的告白.


很烦咧.
Don't know what to write already. Bye.

Last... .... .... paper...... already...

Theory paper tomorrow...
Don't know what to study....
Got 8 chapters to study... but... I think I've paid enough attention in class...
I think...
Fem(I think) and me... studying till the last minute...
Except piekpek(hhaha), getting ready to sleep at 10pm and said that she did not even revise one bit...
Pro.... Geng...
So I've decided... to read a few more pages and go to sleep..
Don't know whether to study or not...
Sian...

...

Exam period....
Ate a lot... especially sweet stuffs...
And I get hungry very very quickly... especially in this period...
I don't hope to be 60kg but... that will be the reality if I don't jaga my badan and keep fit.
Even now I'm feeling hungry...
But, I really ate very little today...
takut takut ady...

OK. Back to studying my history...
Bye.

*sigh*

Argh~
Recital. . . . . . .
.无言.

Korea Part 2

Day 3
Woke up at 7 and breakfast at 8.
Choir practice.
Mr Q came in and pulled WaiKit away, just for some checkup thinigy I think...
Continued practicing...
Today's Atelier Concert cancelled..
4 of Waikit's room mates are quarantined in the Sky House...
Cannot have our dinner outside the resort already....
Stayed in the resort and ate dinner here...
Finished dinner, watched TV...
Called to gather in the practice room, Mr Ian briefed us on something....
Everything was kinda serious... *Takut takut*
Slept at 2.


Day 4
Woke up at 7 again and breakfast at 9.
We had to eat after the Indonesian group has taken their breakfast...
Cuz' they don't wanna get 'infected' by us..
Finished breakfast went back to my room and slept till lunch..
Watched TV.
1st temperature check... :37.3 and 2nd time 37.1. 3rd check 37.4. Like quite serious... >.<

Emo-ing and hiding inside my comforter cuz' of my temperature...

(But if you look closely I am smiling...ahaha)

Had dinner, had to use the back door to go in the cafeteria...
Played some games later.. and everyone was feeling happy...
The nightsky is so beautiful.... The clouds are kinda like aurora... BEAUTIFUL!


Day 5
Woken up early in the morning by bangings on the door... We were asked to pack all our stuffs cuz' we might need to change room and 3 cases of H1NI has been confirmed from our group..
Went back to sleep and was woken up again to eat breakfast...
Temperature check: 37.1
Called back home....
Watched TV.
Lunch.
Temperature check: 36.9
Dinner.
Took the Tamiflu...
Wendee has some problems swallowing the tamiflu.... so kesian...

Tamiflu!!!

Day 6
Breakfast at 9.
Medicine time at 10.
Temperature check: 36.9
Watched TV.
Nothing to do so I washed my clothes and we swept the floor...
Suddenly we saw a fly inside our room. So Rachel hit it... Hahaha..
Temperature check: 1st:37.1 2nd:37.0
Got a new mask today...
Nothing special today...

*updated (3/9/09)*

Day 7

Breakfast at 8.30 Temperature Check:37.1 and 37.0

Ate vitamins, watched TV, washed clothes, resume TV-ing...

Lunch at 12.15pm. Bath and washed clothes again.... Dinner at 6.

Temperature check: 37.0 and 37.1

Tried to call back using the resort office's phone but failed.

Watched CSI with Rachel while he others are playing chor dai di...

Sleep.

Day 8

Woke up at 7.35am. Breakfast at 8.15am.

Temperature check: 36.8 am. Yes!

Sleep again. Wake up for lunch. Watch TV. Sleep.

Woke up for temperature check: 37.2, 37.2, 37.1, 37.2... hmm

Dinner at 6. Walk around the resort. Bath. Washed clothes, watched 'Chucky'... Sleep.

Day 9

Woke up at 5.45am. Temperature check at 7.30am: 36.8

Did some exercises with everyone... Breakfast at 8am. Took photos. Came back and watched TV. Sleep. Lunch at 12.05am.. Played the piano for a while. Briefing till 2pm. We'll be performing at 9pm tonight in this resort. Temperature check at 5pm: 37.2 and 37.0.

Dinner at 6.. ate barbequed pork...~~ Last dinner in Korea... Dressed up got ready to perform..

Day 10

Woke up at 4.40 by knockings on the door. It's time to go home...

We have 1 hour to pack everything...

Everyone gathered in front of the resort at 6am.

We headed towards the Jeju Airport by bus.

and we are on the way back to MALAYSIA!

Back.

OK.
Finally I have the time to update about my trip to South Korea.
Erm. I don't know how to start...
But 1 thing I know for sure, is that I MISS KOREA!!~~~
If I can stay there... syok lo...

Actually I've written a journal about the days spent in Korea.
I'll just briefly go through them.

Day 1 (2009/07/14)
Gathered in school at 6.15pm and reached KLIA some time later...
Board the plane, nice view, good service, quite comfy, but has little leg space...
Nothing much, sleeping most of the time...

Day 2
Reached Incheon Airport in Seoul at 7 something in the morning.
Feeling slightly drowsy... Sat the transit flight to Gimpo Airport.
In between, we toured around Seoul in the bus and stop to take pictures outside the Blue House.
(Something like the White House :P)
Ate in a Korean Restaurant that is quite homey... 1st Korean food in Korea.
Went to Dragon Head Rock and took pictures...
Ate dinner in another restaurant and Korean food again... Very NICE! Lots of Kimchi and Seaweed...
Finally, reached the resort some time later. Tired and dirty... Glad that we finally can have some rest...
Not as luxurious as a hotel but still quite comfy and homey... Hahaha...
There's no beds in the rooms... and we slept on futons..

Need some time to get use to that...

We have only a TV and a fridge and the futons/pillows inside our room.. >.<

I slept on the right side of the room.

Beside me in Rachel, then WenDee and PikYing.

p.s. That messy messy one is Wendee's... :P

To be continued..............

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Update from Korea

WooHoo!
I'm in Korea now~
WenDee is sitting beside me and is blogging too... hahaa

Day 2 only, but there's a lot of stuff happening already...
Will be performing tomorrow...
And, I kinda like the food here...
Korean food everyday...
and I don't have to pay for it!!
Wahahahha~~

3minutes left, gotta off the computer already...
Bye

로ㅓ낭로머ㅏㄴ오러ㅏ몬ㅇ라ㅣ몬ㅇ람ㄴㅇㄻㄴㅇ

Last Night In M'sia

...for this week.
For those who don't know, we, our school choir will be going to Korea and perform.
I don't know how are the others are feeling..
But I don't feel a thing...
Suppose to be feeling excited+nervous+I-can't-sleep-tonight!!!+happy+whatever....... ...
But I don't feel a thing...
Maybe when tomorrow comes, I'll feel it...
It might be because I'm very very tired and busy these few weeks....
(Performances+Assignment+Quizzes+Practice+social+some other weird stuff)
Got sikit sot sot ady..
OK! Gotta sleep early!



It's the anticipation that matters~

Guess...

Try to guess what's this...

I think you would know what's this.

Cute right? ~.~

I'm still alive~

Wednesday(24/6)
didn't stay back in school to practice..
Went home straight after the last class.
To finish my Midi Midterm assignment....
after bathing and after dinner..
Sat in front of my laptop to rush this !#$!% assignment...
Keyed in the notes in the orchestra score one by one...
I'm sure all of us in Midi1 are also rushing to finish this too...
Then, finally finished keying in all the notes after 4 or 5 hours...

My butt hurts...
And I have 29 pages of finale to print out after that...

AND.... have to write essay somemore..
So... I wrote wrote and wrote...
Finally 520 something words... Enough...
Saved it, go school and print.
Off everything and went off to bed at 2 something....
That is way past my bedtime..

Thursday(25/6)

Woke up at 8 something and get ready for MIDI class at 8.
Drove there... there's no parking already at 8 something(outside the school)
So, I parked near Mr. Choir Vice President's house..
I need to walk down the slope to school.
So I asked him if the small alley behind the houses are safe or not..
He said, yea sure.. it's safe...
So I walked down alone...
Halfway through, I saw a black dog in front...
In my heart I was thinking, oh shit, dog, don't come near me, get through this, get to school ASAP, leave this place..
I continued walking, trying very hard not to look at the dog.
But, the dog got up on it's paws and stared at me very fiercely...
I'm starting to get nervous already...
I stood very still and dare not move, because I just know that it will bite me if I move a step ahead... Tons of stuff are going through my mind.. Jiawai said it will be safe, will I be late for class, what will happen if I can't finish the remaining MIDI thingy, will I get bitten by this dog and get rabies or canine influenza or whatever, I need to go to the clinic and get myself check for whatever diseases if I ever get bitten... Will I die?
While I'm lost in my own thoughts, I noticed there's someone beside me...
It's the domestic maid from the house which I am standing next to.
Tolong saya...or something like that... I begged her... And she say, jalan saja, jangan peduli...
I tried to continue walking, but the black dog with a blind right eye was ready to pounce on me if I take any step further.
I was already trembling with fear...
Then moments later, the lady of the house came out and talk to me in cantonese.
Opened her back door for me to go into her house and to go out from the front.
I was still trembling and shaking and went in quickly...
Then she told me that the dog is abandoned by it's owner and something something...
Don't really remember cuz' it's in cantonese..
But anyways, I'm grateful, very grateful to her for saving me...

Thanks!!!
For me, cats are better than dogs anyways...

Love cats!

Reached school safely..

Ran here ran there, printed the essay and cover page and finished up my MIDI...
Hand it up to teacher. And I'm free! for the moment..

My orchestra score, my essay and my CD! finally gao tim!

*blablalablabla*

MrVicePresident's group... the white shirt guy.... Hahaa... looks so serious... and also... Jan's punya *ahem*ahem*coughs*coughs**ahem*kam**cough*.....

Choir, midterm.

I'm in the 1st group to be called up... Me and pikying's so happy cuz' we thought that we can go after our turn... We didn't really practice and just practice like once or twice before choir.

We pakat to sing loud loud and prove that alto rocks.. hahaaa

But, went I went up stage, my legs was really shaking.. *again*
My voice was shaky too... Hmmm... disgusting.. I hope I did sang loudly.... >.<>JF's car home, so good always fetch me.... :)
Reached home for only 10 minutes or so...
Then my 'driver for the day', Mr. Daniel came and fetch me...
Was rushing like mad, tapao-ed my dinner and ran out of the house into his car.
Rush rush RUSH! to IB for my audition to go into the Orkestra...
Hmmm... gilababisiao.... Out of tune somemore...
But at least I played with 'feelings' I think...
And somemore played some other songs, conductor asked me some stuff, I answered... and blablablablabla...
And lastly the conductor said 'Welcome to the orchestra...'
Whew... at least I passed the audition..
Hope 'somebody' become the concertmaster... hahhaa
So tired... Didn't even have time to practice the songs, cuz' I got the songs on Tuesday, reached home at midnight, go to school early in the morning on Wednesday, was rushing my MIDI when I'm at home, Thursday also the same... so busy.. But at least I play those songs before...

our drinks... so colourful... My BananaMilkshake's not inside..

'uncle'

And reached home midnight again on Thursday...
T.I.R.E.D!!!!

Friday(26/6)
Go to school for IntroToMusicHistory replacement class..
then after that went to Ee house with Suas to be models...
Wahahaa....
So happy...
Went home, bath and sleep...
I was suppose to go out at 7 something for my practice session in somewhere in Maluri but I was too tired...
Slept until 8 something and decided to skip today's session...
Online until now...
Wrote this post for like, 2 or 3 hours...
That's why I don;t update that often...
I take too long to write a post...
and I am so long winded.. I know... :P

prep-ing.. ehhe

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Argh!! Just completed my MIDI ass 2.2!
I spent about 4 to 5 hours doing this... non-stop...
Just so I can hand this in tomorrow...
My butt and my back hurts...

This is especially one very hectic week..
In fact, I am quite busy the past few weeks...
This week, lots of midterm exams... Wanna pengsan already...>.<
Today sucks... my timetable is so packed and it makes me feeling so nauseated...
Today's theory and intro to music history midterm is so.... so..... xxx..
I used up a lot of my brain power and now I am feeling kinda weak....
Use too much brain liao... :P
I've got some mild mild migraine and I am feeling not very well.. Better go sleep now. Good night y'all~

p.s. Happy Birthday to LittleRed and SUAS!!!!!
I think can't meet up with you all tomorrow~
tomorrow my timetable is kinda pack...:P
Catch up with y'all later :)

2 more days.

很想大声的喊..
因为很期待拜五..
Our outing day!!
幸亏我的表演薪水出来了...
可以提多一点钱出来用...
希望足够我用...>.<

OUTING DAY! 期待



*tomorrow... need to sing from 3pm to 7pm.... at the end of the day, my voice would surely be very LOUD!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged.



WHAT WAS YOUR :

1. Last beverage : Milo

2. Last phone call : Jiawai

3. Last text message : YJ

4. Last song you listened to : Northern Downpour

5. Last time you cried : long time ago



HAVE YOU EVER :

6. Dated someone twice : no...

7. Been cheated on : no

8. Kissed someone & regretted it : no

9. Lost someone special : yes

10. Been depressed : yes

11. Been drunk and threw up : no.. haa



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS :

12. yellow

13. yellow

14. and maybe brown+red



THIS YEAR HAVE YOU : (2009)

15. Made a new friend : wow...lots

16. Fallen out of love : yes! hehe :)

17. Laughed until you cried : yea...

18. Met someone who changed you : yes and no

19. Found out who your true friends were : ya

20. Found out someone was talking about you : ya... today... found out that my偶像No.2 saying some nice things about me....

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : No...

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : Mostly

23.How many kids do you want? : 3 maybe

24. Do you have any pets : yes..

25. Do you want to change your name: no

26. What did you do for your last birthday : celebrate

27. What time did you wake up today : 7.15am

28. What were you doing at midnight : watching the last episode of some HKdrama just for the sake of it...

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : Korea!

30. Last time you saw your Mother : few seconds ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: secret...

32. What are you listening to right now : Concerto for Piano and Orchestra No2 in Cminor

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : noo

34. What's getting on your nerves right now : something but I don't know what

35. Most visited webpage : blogger...

36. Whats your real name : LBY!

37. Nicknames : erm... a lot.... can't list them out...

38. Relationship Status : single!!! SINGLE!!! DESPERATE!

39. Zodiac sign : Libra

40. Male or female? : Female

41. Primary School? : SJKC TC

42. Secondary School? : SMK TC

43. High school/college? : Sedaya

45. Long or short : medium

46. Height : 171cm

47 Do you have a crush on someone? : no more~

48: What do you like about yourself? : everything?

49. Piercings : 7...

51. Righty or lefty : righty



FIRSTS :

52. First surgery : haven't

53. First piercing : ears

54. First best friend : in kindergarden, a boy named Kenny...

55. First sport you joined : olahraga or is it ping pong? haha

56. First vacation : JP



59. Eating:McD

60. Drinking: Milo

61. I'm about to: finish this and go do something else

62. Listening to : Copacabana

63. Waiting for: the time to sleep

64. Want kids? : yes

65. Get Married? : before 28 I hope..

66. Career? : in the music field



WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: hug...

69. Shorter or taller: shorter

70. Older or Younger: older, younger also can...

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach

73. Sensitive or loud: a little of both

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker....



HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: no

77. Drank hard liquor: yea

78. Lost glasses/contacts: noo

79. Sex on first date: noooo

80. Broken someone's heart: yea i think

82. Been arrested: no

83. Turned someone down : hmm yes i think

84. Cried when someone died: ya

85. Fallen for a friend?: ya



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yess

87. Miracles: yesss

88. Love at first sight: maybe

89. Heaven: yea

90. Santa Claus: yea

91. Kiss on the first date: also can...



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no

96. Ever cheated on somebody? : no

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? back to the classical period...

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? audition day... and do better

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? yes



I tag: ee, suas, susu, derrick, jianroong, eunice, janize, janice, jiawai, joy, minrong, seongseong, wendee, yinghui, yoonwei, yongjia

Tagged by..... lots of people...

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
anywhere would be fine....

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
*feeling kinda groggy* huh?... what? 7am already.....?

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
orchestra mates...

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
erm.. no...

5.Will you ever donate blood?
yes!

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yea... of course

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
currently, no...

8.What does your last text message say?
Somebody asking me to fetch him home at FOUR! hahaha

9.What are u thinking right now?
Can't go swimming this week... >.<

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
yes

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
Sometime between 12 to 12.30

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Penang.

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
Erm.. No i think..

14.Who was the last person who text you?
YJ

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz... (seems like everybody had done this...)
1. ChinEEEEEE!
2. Suasssssss!!!!
3. Verone
4. Jiawai
5. YJ
6. JiaEn
7. Susu~~
8. Irene
9. Vincent
10. JianRoong

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with? *ahem*with somebody...
16. Is no. 3 a male or a female? female
17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good? ahahaa... no comment..
18. What is no. 10 studying about? OMG! Degree in ____? Engineering... ?
19. When was the last time you chatted with them? today?
20. Is no. 4 single? yes
21.Say something about no. 2. 38s~~ haha
22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together? hahaa.. again... no comment
23.Describe no. 9. A guy that is _______ then me...
24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight? Har... I think that's impossible...
25. Do you like 8? yes

明天他有来!

Finally::

The long awaited lappie is finally here!
My new lappie!!
Although it's not yellow...>.< (There's no more yellow laptops from Dell) Sad... I still love it... Hehe.

I can't make up my mind at 1st whether to buy HP or Dell...

But after some doing some surveys...

I decided to still use Dell computers.

My Studio1555 got some really nice features..

And the screen's wide too....

and with 4GB ram

Mine's red in colour... The only colour available at that time..

The shade of red is quite nice, it looks elegant...

I went to Midvalley with my dad on Friday and browse around for a new camera and my recorder...(as in audio recorder, not the instrument... -.-)

Then we passed by Dell and went in to have a look at the laptops...Then he decided to buy it there instead of buying it online...

(While checking out the laptops there, saw Phyllis as she's passing by the shop...)

So I chose my DellStudio and he bought another DellInspiron.

So happy... Can play L4D already...

So we bought the laptops on the spot, and have to lug it around the mall because my dad wanna buy some groceries... My poor hands and shoulders.... >.<>

And in the end, we got everything we wanted except my recorder... :(

They don't have the model that I wanted... So I have to wait... *sigh*

I..CanJustDieOfEmbarassment

There's Intro to MusicHistory quiz tomorrow...
So fast, only week 2 then got quiz already...
Besides that, there's CME too tomorrow...
MY 1ST TIME!!! >.<
Anyways, it's gonna be very hectic tomorrow...
Thursday too...

I went to observe a CME class today...
and me and JinFem vowed never to go back to this particular session again..
1st of all, we are both late? 10minutes...
But, the lecturer just went in the class... and I was just following right behind...
OK.. Nevermind... I can live with that.
Then next, my phone suddenly decided to go gilababi and suddenly blast out a song from my songlist...
(maybe it's because I forgot to lock the phone?)
and while there's people playing their pieces in front..
Oh shit... really very embarassing!
Quickly threw all my things on the floor and ran out the classroom...
Freaking embarassing... Went back into the class feeling really really embarassing...
Everything is so memalukan...
But, at least I learnt something from the class...?

late update...>.<

I've swept away all the spider webs forming on my blog...

Soooo sorry for not updating...

It's just that...

Degree is kinda... hectic...
compared to foundation last sem.

Still trying(real hard)to fit in....

Maybe I'll blog lesser and lesser already... *sad*

So to all foundation students, please enjoy your foundation cuz' degree is just ... XXX...

Actually I was supposed to blog about my holiday...

But... I'll just make it quick...

~*~*~

On the 2nd week of my holiday, which is last week...

I went to S'pore with a friend.

I stayed in my relative's house while my friend too stayed in his's.

And met another friend, Brian who's working there.

Walk all around S'pore...

Walk here walk there...

MRT here MRT there...

Shop here shop there...

See this see that...

So fun to travel alone around S'pore...

Better, safer and easier to commute around in the MRT than in Malaysia...

Everyone there is holding either a laptop/PSP/NDSL/somehightechgadget/and so...

they don't have to be afraid that they will get rob of their belongins...

I don't even dare to take out my now R.I.P-ed PSP when I go out last time in case I kena rompak by some psycho...

现在好啦, don't even have a PSP for me to take out already.

Cuz' he's dead already... :'(

And in the end, I bought lots of stuff back home

But my friend, only bought like, 1 thing.... -.-

I used more or less about S$110 buying things there.
*BTW, there's also lots of bananadolldolls selling in S'pore. So happy... but this time I didn't get to buy any... Maybe next time...

In front of the to-be-open casino and hotel...

The merlion is muntah-ing on my head...-.-

Exactly 1 year has passed since I performed in Esplanade..

*our 1 year anniversary*

*~I think I can hear Jiawen scolding me already: Put down that hand! >.< hahahaa...

After the S'pore trip, went to BukitTinggi with my family...

2 days only...

Here are few pics(2 only actually..hehe):

In the Japanese Tea Garden(or something)

Holiday-ing!

Miss LBY would be going somewhere far far away tomorrow!
Wahahaa...
Will be back to KL the day before school starts....
Excited+Nervous+Scared+aBitPressured cuz' going into the Degree Program next sem!!!
Hopefully.... if i pass every subject....~~~~>.<

Very 充实的 holiday!
Gonna end soon though...
Awaiting for choirauditionresult+examresults to be out!....
Why are my exam results still not out yet..
And the time table too, not out yet....
Other school's timetable are already out except for Music School's...
~显~

Outdated post...>.<

I was supposed to blog like, last week?
But I got so caught up in some stuff and had to put this aside.

Last Friday, went to KLPac and watch the KLPac Sinfonietta/KLPac Orchestra perform.
Was nice...
But the main purpose of me writing this post is...
after the concert,
THis 2 guys went singing on stage.

Thanks to me for forcing them to sing... Hhahahaa..!

Guy No1 singing...

Guy No 2 singing

Funny face... -.-

Before the concert. The KLPac virgin, Jo and the I'm-not-a-KLPac-virgin, me, with our tickets.

Free!

Ohyeah~ Finished all my papers already.

Today's the last day, last paper: Theory FIII.

Did some silly, careless mistakes...

> Phrygian scale go and raise the 6th note...

Am I gila or what..

WTH! argh.... I 明明wrote down all the modal scales names and what to raise what to lower...

Somemore can wrong... xxx

OK. Must forget all of these sad stuff.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

.........

Forgotten already.

Yesterday, after OA, went to TGS with the two guys YongJia and JiaWai cuz' someone wanna check out the synthesizers.

We saw Mr.'somebody's' wife there. She's so pretty.

After that, went to XXX music store and check out their stuff, but, we ended up signing up as teachers....!? Hope they don't call me.. XP

Bliss!

ARGH!
SO happy!!
My 1st jury's over!
Was kinda nervous before stepping inside the room.
When I'm in the room, not so nervous already.
But when I start playing the 1st piece, in the middle of somewhere, started to panic again.
Thought I will break down and stop.
But, did not stop..
Miracle!
Wahahaaa.
Then my 2nd piece, some mistakes here and there...
Skipped some notes, freaked out a bit... A bit only..
Then continue with the piece.
Er... so-so lar the 2nd one.

Overall, I think it's okay...
Betterx50 than my x#$%^&x recital.
After need to go back to school for Andrew's Jury~
Then after that, going straight to MMU!
Yeah~

CyberFusion'09@MMU

Just balik a while ago from MMU.

Went and check out the CyberFusion thingy there.

Go check out the website http://www.cyberjayaevent.com/Website-cyberfusion/index.html

Got L4D there also!

and dota, cod4... and so...

My ticket.

Lots of computers.

See the screen~ 21 hours already...

update!

I'm posting pictures I took randomly from the past few days...

Don't really know what to write..
I'll just post the pictures and write some captions... Hahaha

During choir sectionals.

Went and check out their Films&Arts presentation.

永佳摆型pose!

weird pose.

This people eat cold stuff again. Haiz... Luckily you are not a woman.

18SX:: erm... 'somebody's' trousers 中招already. 'somebody' say must keep his identity a secret... hint: in L4D his name is 'waiwai'... WAHAHA!

TODAY:: playing L4D. My 'team mates". On my left, WenDee and the hunter.

On my right, is bunny. Then he pindah to my left already. Leave me sitting alone with the hunter. Then got JiaWen as my L4D Sifu~~(not in pic)

TODAY:: Choir Concert. Before choir. Our last time in the choir as foundation students. Hopefully.

After Choir Concert.